A reposted entry from nearly three months ago.
Said no over coffee, commercial or cozy, twice or more
Over cider at dark cedar bars, yes, another—
Sitting on a picnic blanket, planes above, the lake a walk away
In snowfall, my socks wet with slush soaking in
With words, over messaging, staying home, saying simple no’s—
In the car, long roads home, sitting on the bumper in the drive
Over sushi, it’s someone else—
Practicing for a play, pretending, playing, pulling out
Over email, unpreferred, knew these words en route weeks ago.
Said no a thousand times.
One of these, by the math, has to be the last.